Sunday, March 23, 2008
Not actually emo-ing tonight, but definitely filled with some emotions. I guess this is for that special girl who never fails to brighten up my days. Having the feeling of losing someone is the worst feeling of all. The self absorption of pain that entrapped one's soul. Dreaming of her leaving, in the realm of unreal dreamland had left me some pain as i woke up. I guess physical separation can really pull two individuals apart, staying close as before emotionally is never so easy...I have seen her smiles, heard her heart beating, listened to her words, songs, rap, and harmless grumbling but never were i once irritated. "Buay tahan" means more like "I love you, and your words". Wish to spend more moments of my life with you.
oh it's 4am! time to rumble.
jjia leaving skool at 3:49 AM
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