Friday, August 31, 2007

emo because of one song.

emo.

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

Who will you pick to be with when u know u wouldn't be living through to the next moment? Just watched a total scientific show/drama which sparkles off this question...

I don't have a definite answer to that question.

School have been fine, rather ok. I defined it as O-K. I suppose to fine-tune myself to think like an engineer? to offer a total systematic learning, arguing with logic. But still i think uni learning or rather e system is rigid. You earn points through academic result, fighting through the curve and topping the cream and to graduate first-class which means more money, higher respect? nicer cert?

My attitude on "doing things" are ( can do, means can do, cannot do ask someone smarter to do, i do best in what i do, and so do you )

I don't know either.

But to me, i have been enjoying part of it, like picking up a new language ( German ), learn some programming.. figuring out what to wear each day to sch? which girl to ogle? playing some sports and enjoy the ache for the next few days, knowing that age is quickly catching up. Maybe more to a poor-conditioned body. That's all O-K. I am still very happy.

till then.. see you when i see you.

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

LOL.

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Daughty

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down,

Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.

Guess I let you get the best of me.




Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.

I'm finally getting better.


And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,

I got over you.



You took a hammer to these walls,

Dragged the memories down the hall,

Packed your bags and walked away.


There was nothing I could say.

And when you slammed the front door shut,

A lot of others opened up,

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me.



Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.


And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.

I'm finally getting better.

And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.


'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,

I got over you.



Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.




Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.


I'm finally getting better.

And now I'm picking up the pieces.

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

Well I'm putting my heart back together,

'Cause I got over you.

Well I got over you.

I got over you.

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,


I got over you.


* just don't feel like blogging nowadays. No more passion though most of the time i spent was staring is at this screen.. i surfed forums, read e books. wasted electricity, fix stuff, reply sms. go school, check email... fucked? is this life? throw me to the oasis and give me some booze.. i need to find my pitch. u know what i mean. u really do... just walking to that now*

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