Monday, April 30, 2007
Sometimes as i grew older, i tend to look back n miss those days. But as i am now, 20, still young n kicking, i am looking forward to days that i will be old. ( happy? ) a big big unknown. Somehow, i don't want to grow up now. Burden become bigger, responsibility become clearer. In the younger days, trust from friends don't come easy, but now as the older individual now, who are mostly driven by the innate nature of human, trust is "earned" from what u can offer, an immediate image will be profit. " what can i gain from it? " " what can u offer? "
Ugly but true.
Truth is never meant to be beautiful anyway. Truth are meant to be hidden because so.
So as now i am growing older, i see more "beautiful" things in life.
I don't wanna grow to old because we grow to be blind, blinded by our own eyes.
Oh happy labour day. Fuck?ED?
jjia leaving skool at 10:38 PM
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