Monday, April 30, 2007

Sometimes as i grew older, i tend to look back n miss those days. But as i am now, 20, still young n kicking, i am looking forward to days that i will be old. ( happy? ) a big big unknown. Somehow, i don't want to grow up now. Burden become bigger, responsibility become clearer. In the younger days, trust from friends don't come easy, but now as the older individual now, who are mostly driven by the innate nature of human, trust is "earned" from what u can offer, an immediate image will be profit. " what can i gain from it? " " what can u offer? "

Ugly but true.

Truth is never meant to be beautiful anyway. Truth are meant to be hidden because so.

So as now i am growing older, i see more "beautiful" things in life.

I don't wanna grow to old because we grow to be blind, blinded by our own eyes.

Oh happy labour day. Fuck?ED?

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Morning angels.. Just looking forward to monday right now. My life is just basically so screwed. So much about keeping oneself occupied. I basically ignored your sms and call ( i almost didnt replied any other pple sms too ), i know i dissapointed you but sorry ya. Just wanna be alone ya. I am so enjoying "life". 2 more months to sch opening.. i guess i won't be smiling much by then.

Yup, work work, so much being a salesman.. haha the most expensive one i sold is merely 700++ alcohol. Anyway it sells itself.. Yawn one day, i gona sell the SP. Sure gona gan chiong spider if i can sell the 16k one, which i must that super duper lucky.... work and more work. I can't wait for monday to come.. but again it's booked. Fucked. I wish i had 48hrs now. I missed those time that i got to slack so much.

I can be happy for a few seconds if i can buy the dunhill d-8c canvas!! 810bucks + 25% off. That's gona be my new sch bag! sometimes i think i am so materialistic driven. Work to spend. I gona work harder next time.. in order to collect all the dunhill bag! Sorry no LV.. too ex for me. haha!

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Monday, April 23, 2007

I am a happy boy, i bought a 1k watch, but it is still seiko. I am a happy boy, but i didnt manage to cut my hair. I am a happy boy because everyone is having exam, and i can go shopping alone. I am a happy boy because i wanna watch spiderman 3, anyone?

I am a happy boy because i love my job.

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Monday, April 16, 2007

It's 2.30am now, eating my supper/dinner? pathetic lifestyle rite? Haha i broke a 109dollars ice-wine today. The sky is limitless, so is the supply of wine. I dont need to pay, but... haha had to clear up the mess, n the smell is not good. I broke some smelly gd wine, i suppose? Haha had the longest fart in my life while eating fries, but well i am alone at that moment, it just embrassing for me to share it here. Bad digestion and lifestyle, i am really worried about my body sometimes, cause food dont taste the same.

Oh, i missed someone today. But again, so what? I am missed. missed out.

Yawn, gona finish my food n be rolling into sleep. Haste is on. So is time. My life is stretching apart!@!@!

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Met a cheeky girl at work today. I guess i am probably one of the first few person she spoke to when she stepped in singapore. After mere appearing infront of me, she asked if i could get her a malibu, and of course it stir the shiet out of me because i tot it was a volka.. it was la.. then she asked if she could get 2 of it. So the first respond was like " Do you have a boyfriend travelling with you? perhaps u could buy on account with his passport? "

The respond was " Oh ... " smile smile smile " Nope i am single "

" Just came bac from aussie ? "

" Yup, my dad just gave me 800dollars "

Haha then she went on to chat with me, was almost instantly attracted to her. I was like " gosh, i wanna know u " but those words didnt came out from my mouth, of course.

then she went on to tell me abt her dad, called her dad, then she asked if she shd get herself a present for her dad or herself.. In the end, she bought absolut ( for herself )

Gosh it sux that i am working, seldom i saw girl that can drive through your heart, and go like bang : she's the one. what a cute, cheeky girl to spice up my day of work.

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