Sunday, December 31, 2006

Lala LALALA lala LALALA lala... happy new years eve

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

It's 2007 in 2days time. Time to just wrapped up the year of 2006 and have a new new year resolution. Two main point of change of me this year will be getting together and breaking up with dora, which sounds close and yet far away. I am really happy to see her smiling in blissful manner in the arms of others ya. I guess letting go of someone doesn't mean getting her off her mind or making her non-existance.. it's more about letting go of one's emotions. I guess she should be fine. Thank for getting something through my mind.

I guess frens come and go, some grabbed u tight, some let go. To mr derrick li, thank you for being around always when shiet happens.. Close to 8 yrs of friendship with you? I cherished every bits and pieces of bitter and sweetness with u. Remember the times i actually hugged u to cry. That's true friendship, i know ure always the person i can trust and hold on... thanks for watching my back though there are times of unhappiness, i wish to say sorry and i love you ( as a @#!@# )

Thank you michael, cy, xin, just, ron, pear? and most of the strangers//friends//uncles//people who actually drove or shot something through me this yr ( the angelic and devilish nature of man )... and yesh marcus. thank you. ure a great mentor, for the guidiance to my exporation of life.

Thank you father, mother, yesh u brother. sis? i wish for patience and peace, and love.

To dora : i love you and please take care. I am happy just to see u smile. Holding on or letting don't matters much, true happiness and understanding matters more.

To the heavenly Father, u watched me. i know u did.

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Friday, December 29, 2006

Met up with Marcus yesterday, it's really hard to talk to him down face to face whenever there's a class meeting and most of the time i don't enjoyed that kind of gathering. Thanks for the dinner and spare me for bringin up stuff about work. I guess you shd just go and enjoy ur studies next year. Thanks for reminding me to let go of my emotions, because i was so baffled by my own actions. My mind was not clear. Thanks for everyone

Matthew 12:31
And so I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven.

Well, went out with pear the other day too, she's really one of a kind, it's really comical of her to have did certain stuff. Very nice cookies which i tasted today, chocolate//vanilla cookies will be nicer. Yup the one of a kind pear. Caught midnight sun too, it was a very nice movie...i guess love is blind, love can be strong. We embrace love to live on, to give us courage. But again, love can make us live in our memories too.. two of the soundtracks were exceptionally nice too " Goodbye days " and " Happy lines " by YUI. A show not to be missed by couples//lovers?

Tommorrow never knows and it's happy lines. I felt better today. ( from all the food poisoning and illness )

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

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what i said was true, n i hope u didn't mean what u said. What's with the unhappy memories? I never existed anyway. i existed in ur life like a bad humour. JJ ure star-crossed! Live and die with it then..

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Lyrics: YUI
Music: YUI
Romaji by: cori

dakara ima ai ni yuku sou kimeta n' da
POKETTO no kono kyoku wo kimi ni kikasetai

sotto VORYU-MU wo agete tashikamete mita yo

oh Good-bye days
ima kawaru ki ga suru
kinou made ni so long
kakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
~with you

katahou no IYAFON wo kimi ni watasu
yukkuri to nagarekomu kono shunkan

umaku ai sete'imasu ka? tama ni mayou kedo

oh Good-bye days
ima kawarihajimeta mune no oku alright
kakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
~with you

dekireba kanashii omoi nante shitakunai
demo yatte kuru desho?
sono toki egao de
Yeah hello! my friend nante sa
ieta nara ii noni...

onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki
soba ni ite I wish
kakko yokunai yasashisa ni aete yokatta yo

...Good-bye days

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

silly michael. 

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

fast impromtu ? 

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cousins? or frens?  

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Rain...rain..more rain. 

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Merry Xmas Eve, was great out with u guys! And thanks justin for the meal// really too much food, and yup the group of terror! spray spray!!! 

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Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas 2006!
Happy Birthday to myself.. nearly missed the chance to blog here!

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

I am amazed
When i look at you
I see you smiling back at me

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I am jobless?
I don't know to feel sad or happy. Ironic xmas gift.

No more 8 to 6! No more work! i am a bummer...yaya

Happy wedding. I got to enjoy my christmas and new yr! Someone date me out? Oops i sound so desperate for company, so unlike me.

Yup that's lift, move on jj.

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Happy family three. 

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Happy family two 

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happy one family 

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Ha? flower gers plus flower boy's hand 

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the lao ren + family + plus plus... 

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Nice rose cake? 

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The groom and bride...maybe 10yrs more for me? 

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Evil* 

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Cousins 

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bro n mum lor 

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Mama and me 

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haha sorry for kidnapping u 

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Relativess 

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family minus sister 

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Mummy and daddy 

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with my hum sum brother 

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Friday, December 15, 2006

I didn't go work today!

Woke up feeling very tired so i slept on. Okay i just didn't go work because i am sick. It's important to tell the people the correct location to meet ya. I ended up travelling up down bugis and parklane area.. what's new with the route? but i did that like 3 times in the noon. Xin, ure really fit to roam ard singapore ya... thanks for everything. I will just cherish the friendship : ) ; (

Caught deja vu with mr derrick, the kind lovely man, well it's really a good thriller. Nice. Enjoy ur holidays and xmas overseas ya.. while mr poor jj will be spending it in u know where.

Wouldn't it be great? to be happy.

now and then, i let out smiles of joy and cries of loneliness. Even light need time to hit the mirror, i think i need much more time to hit the right way. For now i am gonna smile =)

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

岁月如歌

爱上了看见你如何不懂谦卑
去讲心中理想不会俗气
犹如看得见晨曦才能欢天喜地

抱着你我每次回来多少惊喜
也许一生太短陪着你
情感有若行李仍然沉重待我整理

*天气不似如期但要走总要飞
道别不可再等你不管有没有机
给我体贴入微但你手如明日便要远离
愿你可以留下共我曾愉快的
忆记当世事再没完美可远在岁月如歌中找你

*再见了背向你回头多少伤悲
也许不必再讲所有道理
何时放松我自己才能花天酒地

抱着你我说过如何一起高飞
这天只想带走还是你
如重温往日邮寄但会否疲倦了嬉戏

fadded//somehow i wish i can just fly away.

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Well i suppose the weekend was well needed by me after a long week. Set my mind to rest, to ponder about certain things. Had my own driving lesson in Malaysia, i drove in the malaysia traffic ya? I am proud i did it! But i think i don't know anything about parking cars.

Met up with xin last thursday, learnt the simple saying of "thank you" in vietnamese (baogayou). Anyway the time was well spent, it was great seeing you. Fri was not bad too, enjoyed the dou hua and sorry to derrick. Seriously, i was at fault even with my OT stuff... don't be angry with me and i hope you enjoy ur christmas holiday and please don't forget about me. Right now, i am listening to some strange forest music.. what's wrong with the downloads nowadays? haha

Well, actually.... i actually spent one night doing a christmas present for a fren. I doubt really anyone will bother to do me a present for x'mas. I am looking forward for a simple christmas this year.

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Monday, December 04, 2006

Hi, good morning.

My name is JJ. I am 19, soon to be 20.

I don't like being a human, hate to be one, because you can find happiness in being with me.

Just joking la, i am not always that happy BOY.
Came across one funny qns, " Do you sleep with tv above ur head? "

My reply is " Sometimes i do. "

" really ? "

" yesh, but it didn't drop on me, but maybe someday, it will "

" haha... "

Then, someone text me saying i am " so sweet " , haha sometimes random conversation really puzzled me. Why pple ask such qns and how simple comment can made one's day better..

" oh one day when i open the door, i heard the glass shattered, on the floor lies romeo and juliet, both dead, at the window there's a black cat. How did they die? "

And pls black cat is not the one u drink!

Full of shiet rite?

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,



You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

Hmm i missed my sleep. I like to screw it up, i mean my time, my sleep. Yawn..

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