Sunday, August 20, 2006

Mishaps.

Yup, by the mathematical induction of blah blah, i therefore conclude the more than one bad things happened to me.

Still suffering from it right now.

Now i know why we keep dead people in the long rectangular cold box now. Tore a piece of skin off myself and left it on the table. Yucks. But it kind of dried up and hardened. Just imagine how gross it is to see how a dead man face all torn up if it's left to dry.

Went borders today, sat down read a few books too. Saw this book at one of the most unexplored part of the bookstore. It's called modern house, most of the pages are filled with drawings and photograph.. Most houses fit nicely to what i called dream house! But i first need to buy myself a cheap land... I was thinking if it's be so wonderful if i can just build or draw my own house next time. I am someone who believes in professionalism but again just teach me a things or two.. Watch and learn! Yup, architecture looked interesting. From the different path taken by the sunlight and elevation of the building from the ground, it gives life to each individual building. I particullary like these 2 pillars.. looks perfectly dull and lean from the outside, but it gives a unique personailty to itself and then surrounding, and a gd keeper of the time.

Then i was walking down, as i take a stop at the traffic light, saw 2 balloon tied together flying in the air.. was thought was who's the naughty boy who release them.. but again as i watched them fly higher, my thoughts drifted to "relationship".

I know that i am no guru in that, perhaps more a fool.

As the higher balloon was flying upwards, it's pulling the one below up. Getting tied to someone or something really drain some energy off. If it's on a level playing field, i guess both balloons would have flew higher at a faster speed upwards. With no strings attached, u tend to feel more carefree. That's all just some self consoling note to myself, gave me some space to breathe. And a reason to stride a bigger step.

But who's there to pull u up when ure down? Nobody.

I was just thinking if i was alienating myself from familiar faces or what? dammn

Felt a bit lost here and there, abit of jealousy. abit of fear. abit of everything.

Asked her out, got rejected flat.. Boohaoya.

Why can't we be friends... just like the song, she's fucking hates me, for i tried so hard?!?

jjia leaving skool at 12:44 AM

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