Saturday, July 22, 2006

How shall i go about blogging today.

I was quite surrounded by dust and dirt these week. Keep tearing my eye off because it's swollen. Ok! i am going to the eye specialist to get it fixed up k? stop nagging me pls. Somehow i felt happier this week for many reasons..

Talked abit to derrick this afternoon, somehow i wouldn't say i was abit over in my comment. Yup you are right, that sometimes we shouldn't just bitch it all off.. maybe if i had even taken a step back to see what had happened, i wouldn't have sink deeper into it. My fault. Dammn the excuses and my foolishness. Thanks for talking and listening my best friend.

Went A&E today, cause it's kind of really unbearable and i am getting abit worried today. Guess what? the doc gave me 8days MC? wtF? when i don't ask for any, u gave me so much?? it's holiday and rest for me. I hope it's a good break because i getting really tired of counting down. I just want to complete the remaining days and minutes, and seconds as a good soldier and a good man.. Don't say i geng this time. I really don't know why he gave me so many days of MC.

Talking to bro last time was totally blood vomitting. But now it's chaning, I am saying that as we both grow and matures, we are beginning to take effort to listen to each other. Hope he's doing well and better with his books and i think he's in love. Bro, u are too young to take care of another person, please take care of ur books first ya. I really mean it. If u happen to see these, please push yourself just abit more than usual and make me proud of u ya.

Yup. I am always just 5 feets away from u. Please knock my door if u need help.


I went out with nx yesterday. Long lost friend i would say.. Felt really happy to see her around and it's nice with longer hair. Dinner and drinks was great. Thanks for ordering the berries, it's really nice though the seed always get stuck there. I think i did apologize, but i was abit nervous and out mind and it went blank when i wanted to go on..( with my own speech )...anyway hope she will understand. It's all the same with her, nice talking to you, but not online =) .

Get better heels. and be careful when u walk.
And nice ring.

Sometimes the sky is not cloudy all day. Just an add on, I have a new occupant in my room. it's my new pet. it roams ard my bed and somtimes in this special corner of my room. Actually, it's a moth. I mean i did felt some kind of connection of u.. why do u always have to appear when i eating my macdonalds. Ok hope u enjoy the stay in my room Mc moth.

I want to fix my eye back!

jjia leaving skool at 10:46 PM

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