Monday, July 31, 2006

Yup, i am dammn smellY. And I applied too much cream just now, it stung my eye man.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

I am here to blog after having my hot shower in the middle of the night. The night is certainly almost over, with few hours left before the sun rises again, and it's a sleepless night. The hot shower was a good one, felt refrenshing though my body aches after a full day.

Was a singing day the other day, met up with xin again in the least explored part of singapore by me. Though i grew up in that area when i was a little immigrant of this country. The place where i remember about going school and running back home again. It brings back some memories, the old library and the macdonalds which i though was biggest at that time. Most of it was torn down.. i think. Even my primary school shifted? where the hell was it now? We had equal share of singing i guess, one after another.. and the aircon was duper cold that we stood to sing.... her singing is sure to captivate pple's attention. mine as well.. sure she can sing. As for me, just trying to sing my best lol. She sings as she walks.. so just sing along with her passion. Yup and now she's off for her holidays ( :

" ni ran wo xiang xin you ming ..... u asked me if there's ranbow after the rain? " haha my han yu pin yin sux totally..

I mean the my pin yin sux, it was a good lyrics anyway.

Met up with michelle the other day, arranged to meet up cause i bumped into her in town. Long time since i saw her. It was a good dinner too, found it enriching to have spoke and listen what she said. I am not very sure if i can capture everything but the part about picking up one self from failure is what caught me most.

Perhaps at time, letting the ball drop and tumble along the way is not the best of option in life. That's one way to just let things all go at once, the easy way out as it may seemed. But how about the time comes when u have to pick it up again? it's takes a new whole churn of energy and effort to pick it all up again. By then the ball would have rolled, and going back to just pick it all up when ure already weak is not smart? Doesn't it make sense? Why not hold on to it? Taking a break will be a smarter choice, though it seemed indecisive and a sign of weakness at that moment. But once you get back ur strength, surely you can move on with grace and emerge as a stronger person right?

Oh then we went to shop around as i was thinking of buying gifts. Went to some kimono shop, met her bf too.. got a gd discount when i bought a gift for xin. Michelle was a regular so the boss gave me a special discount too. Probably gona give it to her after she's back? perhaps. with some notes or explaination.

Felt really more carefree NOW.. would i have remain in that state of mind, what would have been left of me? nothing. Nothing would have changed anyway. Just probably end up bitching more. So what if it's a just a bad day? no point giving weight on something negative? probably u will miss out more if u grumble and grumble....

I know u feel inferior.

I know u keep one whole loads of feelings.

I know u always need someone.

I know ure a thinker.

I know ure born not a lover.

But who am i? to you? Not like the toys that sits beautifully on the selves.

I know .. just take ur easy and selfish way out ( ; i have better things that is waiting for you out there to achieve. Yesh dammn right i got you and i all mixed up.

Played a phsycotic game of risk just now online with yong. Battle of the middle earth.. risk is a gd game hor? Persuade pple.... truce truce. Calvary is important, dammn big treants are equally good...royal guards and night elves kick ass too? it's a game about storing troops and knowing when the strike the weakest point! gather a big troop and roam as u strike terror on ur enemy lands. It was really a GG.

I am still not sleepy after typing all these so much... guess tml i will be sleeping mostof the day off. Why not? i gona miss much fun next week anyway ( : ok that's it.

3Goodnites.

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

命中注定 - 庾澄慶


OS︰那天后，沒有再見過你，但每次遇見這樣的大雨，
我就會想起你，笑著說︰‘嘿﹗很高興認識你。’

忽然大雨　我們有緣相遇　你也在這裡　 被雨淋濕

小小的屋檐　就這樣變成你　 我的傘

萍水相逢　 我們還很陌生　 你說人和人　 有一種緣份

很像晚風　 輕輕吹拂街上人們面容　那么輕松

你讓我相信　有命中注定　你問我雨后　可有彩虹？

這樣的大雨　這樣的相遇　你很純真　我被打動

人的心中　 都有個孩子　特別容易　 和純真接近

奇怪的是　地球幾億幾千萬個人　我特別想你

你讓我相信　有命中注定　你問我雨后　可有彩虹？

人的一生中　際遇常常有　並非每段　都有感動

人的心中　 都有個孩子　 特別容易　 和純真接近

奇怪的是　地球幾億幾千萬個人　我特別想你

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Damn nice la... 

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sing a song  

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The Ring! 

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Strange.
Strange.
Stranger.
A Stranger....

feeling strange today, there's just this strange feelings within me.

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Played like one hour today, sitting just alone there in the room. Music is one good healing creation by God. I felt abit down today after i got home so I played a few worship song along the way... but somehow my fingers really did hurt abit after that.

Somehow the message today was fantastic, highest form of resillence is to ignore. Asked derrick for movie, watched thank you for smoking, full of dark humour la.. he didn't enjoyed it but i was laughing quite alot.

To those pple out there who think u know a thing or two about my life. please stop feeding me with anything. She's out of my life and path, so please don't ask me anything ya? anyway i have pretty much nothing left that i want to know.

All you need to know is i am fine. Just worried for my eye.

Goodnight.

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Out with derrick. Yea Damn the swollen eye. 

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

0151. i think. 

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Hi. 

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Doggie, why do u have to carry such heavy burden with u?  

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No smoking? it's bad for health 

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Ok i am one eyed. I will not wear contact lense! i would try not to. 

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How shall i go about blogging today.

I was quite surrounded by dust and dirt these week. Keep tearing my eye off because it's swollen. Ok! i am going to the eye specialist to get it fixed up k? stop nagging me pls. Somehow i felt happier this week for many reasons..

Talked abit to derrick this afternoon, somehow i wouldn't say i was abit over in my comment. Yup you are right, that sometimes we shouldn't just bitch it all off.. maybe if i had even taken a step back to see what had happened, i wouldn't have sink deeper into it. My fault. Dammn the excuses and my foolishness. Thanks for talking and listening my best friend.

Went A&E today, cause it's kind of really unbearable and i am getting abit worried today. Guess what? the doc gave me 8days MC? wtF? when i don't ask for any, u gave me so much?? it's holiday and rest for me. I hope it's a good break because i getting really tired of counting down. I just want to complete the remaining days and minutes, and seconds as a good soldier and a good man.. Don't say i geng this time. I really don't know why he gave me so many days of MC.

Talking to bro last time was totally blood vomitting. But now it's chaning, I am saying that as we both grow and matures, we are beginning to take effort to listen to each other. Hope he's doing well and better with his books and i think he's in love. Bro, u are too young to take care of another person, please take care of ur books first ya. I really mean it. If u happen to see these, please push yourself just abit more than usual and make me proud of u ya.

Yup. I am always just 5 feets away from u. Please knock my door if u need help.


I went out with nx yesterday. Long lost friend i would say.. Felt really happy to see her around and it's nice with longer hair. Dinner and drinks was great. Thanks for ordering the berries, it's really nice though the seed always get stuck there. I think i did apologize, but i was abit nervous and out mind and it went blank when i wanted to go on..( with my own speech )...anyway hope she will understand. It's all the same with her, nice talking to you, but not online =) .

Get better heels. and be careful when u walk.
And nice ring.

Sometimes the sky is not cloudy all day. Just an add on, I have a new occupant in my room. it's my new pet. it roams ard my bed and somtimes in this special corner of my room. Actually, it's a moth. I mean i did felt some kind of connection of u.. why do u always have to appear when i eating my macdonalds. Ok hope u enjoy the stay in my room Mc moth.

I want to fix my eye back!

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tulips for u? 

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Monday, July 17, 2006

Lost. Almost. Certainly.

Found. Nothing. In my memory lane, in most unwilling manner.

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Sorry

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Should i buy a SLK or a BMW Z convert...

This is what happened when u inherited a million dollars!

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Istana park view 

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Hi siao eh! ur face not red lol 

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Friday, July 14, 2006

Just came back form ubin, most of the time i was just eating, sleeping and sleeping. Probably because i was too tired and feeling fluey. Zouk with ronny, and 05 was utterly boring right. Shake shake, drink drink and bring ur own girls..say hi to friends, trying to be as gentleman as possible not to be some slimmy slug right? it was quite bullshiet. Travelling ard was quite a wasteful trip when u don't know where u wanna go? and most prob ending up wasting the fuel.. comfortably tired that day. so am i now.. but i am still gona catch a show with siao eh later. And a date tml? are we still going?

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My snoopy + mac happy meal 

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Mac cheapskate 

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passenger + very comfortably drunk 

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passenger + car provider 

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driver no 1. 

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ron, me and 05. 

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velvet with ronny 

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Monday, July 10, 2006

Just rang up my primary schooldays teacher, Mdm ZC. It's really under special circumstances that mum got hold of her number, and it's been really enjoyable talking to her after like near to 8yrs? That's all quite long ago, we touched on life, religon, outrageously on the government ( shh* ) then some bits of ctaching up, and going back to the days when i was one of the shortest few in class.

A pleasant conversation, and a much more meaningful one too. She's one of the few tutors that i want to hold my appreciation up, to her delication and guidiance in those years that have passed.

Thank You. And i prayed fr u a healthy body and a happier time in your golden ages.

To sister jerblin : i played a few christian song ya? no all those sad love song of mine. and my fingers are aching!!

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Caught in the middle.. That's one pick up line. Still continuing dropping my eye because it kinda suffer post contact lense illness and decide to continue swelling. Not much pain by it's itchy. Dammn, my phone is kinda vuglar, most the time when i press letter f, it comes up fuck automatically. Just don't know why, maybe it's trying to drop a hint to me that it's all fucked up. Gona be off for ubin for some retreat thing? The meeting up was kinda great. Did most of the talking, sang the most, was suffering post burning of money.. i am kind of broke again.

Off for WORLD CUP finals. 1-3. 0-3? any takers? Me. Me.

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my brown trucker, and my swollen eye. 

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the pple on e road. 

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with sarah. rushed off at 1am to meet someone lol?? 

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Tf, me, yf, sarah and sl. All there except derrick. Sorry siao eh. 

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

Codeword the "other day" and "today"

The other day :

Woke up in the morning and it started great. Went out to meet jarrod and daniel, thanks for making wait like a fool. Went to ECP then for a walk down the beach later of the day and i saw junie. Yea, orientation pple? with orientation pple? Hmm so she ask me why am i here? And i ask her, what are u doing here then? it was lame ( not my kind of expression ). Scandalous grp of shiet. Then went down to the lagoon for dinner, choose a bloody wrong spot and ended up sweating like almost a pig which are about to labour. Judging from the amount of sweat, i think it can fill up almost one coconut.


"Today" :

Woke up early by phonecalls and calls and calls. Damn. It's my karma. Then it was a mad rush of day. Went to yamaha svc centre to collect the pins. Then restring.. then tune.. the restring.. then tune.. 2 guitars and a mad rush again. It's just guitar and guitar. But i must say the worker from the yamaha showroom ( james and another superband de dunno what lucifer member was quite helpful ) Thanks.

At least i learned abit or 2. Yes and i booked the bloody TP already. I ask the guy must i take the e-trial test? he said no. I bet he want me to fail lol.

Tml :

A gd day.
A quiet day.
A day when i look forward to the new day.

Just another day. A good fine day. I didn't quite live my life with the measurement of the length in a day ( at least not in my book ) I don't go by hours or seconds. It's just being chronofied.

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Hello once again, i am back to blog because i have too much time. Extended my mc because my swelling went bigger. Mum got eye infection 2 weeks ago, cy aso have eye infection last week..so now it's my turn. So u see, eye infection really do spread. Yup so the previous doctor gave me a useless cream. Now i am here with 3 different kind of eyedrops which costs me 40bucks.

So the key to youth is to be cheerful?

Seems like i was beaming with joy when i entered singapore pools today. And i had a very interesting conversation with the betting auntie ( BA )

BA : $5 please.

Me : ok ( see i bet so small )

I took out 2 two dollar note and pouring out some coins.

BA : $5 not $4.50 ler

Me : Ya i know...

And i continue to pour out coin..dammn 50cents more lol

BA : Singapore pools no discount ler

Me : Huh? What discount?

BA : Ler u see, how old are u? Singapore pools no discount on age ler

Me : Hahaha

Took out 11B and said : I am serving the nation ler.

Thanks auntie because u think i look young. And u did a good job by checking the age.
But u print out the bloody betting slip and chop it before i pay u money. There goes my money again.

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Monday, July 03, 2006

A entry to celebrate!
I am like typing with 50 vision lesser. The left one have given up on me, it's dammn swollen, close to like being beaten up. Yup went to see MO, then to raffles medical... wanna GENG right?

Hmm, i hope it better get well soon.

Other than fixing up my eye, spend half the day helping bro to fix his computer with the rj45 and i am proud to say i manage to set up a mini network consisiting of 2 computers and a printer. What a achievement. Guess what? I didn;t know my brother had a blog till this very day, and he knew mine all along. Sometimes i wonder it's the communication barrier or all the while i had enjoyment fighting with him. It lasted like 16 years and more to be added on rite, bro?? If ure reading this, the link on ur blog leads to a blog of mine, which leads to the current ( the one and only one ) so please change it?

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Wooden blocks? 

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