Tuesday, March 07, 2006

An adaptation.

A composition and reconstruction of a body, form. A reborn, a recast into a new lifeform. The lives of human are often encompassed by both unexpected and chronic events and happenings, creating a causal nexus on us. Some of us find it hard to accept, others adapt through time. I must say that i am one person who has a very low level of acceptance to changes, needing more time than others to see that things have moved on, or rather it is already a irreversible truth.

In the admist of the few months of the new year, i see myself stagnant. Is that lifeless, brackish? can call is lifeless ya. It doesn't really matter.

I am waiting for the passing through the mid-yr, and i am pretty near to freedom once i hit the last quater of the yr'06. No more curse and swear, no more.. it's an "over"-paid mission that i embarked on since last yr. I am quite emotional drained by all the happenings ( both in camps and outside ) . Coming to terms with myself always seemed so easy after i realised i am just someone who can't run out but a slave to the system. Steping into the 2nd phase or rather 2nd yr of my XXXX life, u tend to slack but as more confinement and shiet awaits for every single mistake that are made, very hole that u failed to cover. Is that what they all mean by " responsibilty? " Fuck it..

To put that in a very crude and unmannered way, it means that u see shit coming to u in a helter-skelter way onto ur face. To spice it up, imagine someone splashing shiet all over u?

Sorry that's life in XXXX.

Learn to endure and excel. That's what they say.
8 more months. That's all i have to said.

No more sorry sire.. hope we wouldn't burn in hell.

jjia leaving skool at 11:20 AM

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