Sunday, January 01, 2006

The last year of the day was spent meangingfully in the compound of the camp, upholding the integrity and pride of a soldier. I had none though.. but indeed it's was a virgin night, filled with sweat and aching..

Am i still abit too late to note down my new year resolution? It's 06 and 05 is no more there.. And it's again the closure of a year. I am certain that the last quater of the year was much happier.

Looking back to the path that i had walked, i can't help but to find bitterness and regretness. I braved the shiet and shed some blood. Cried like what most man will do when they hit the brim of saddness, to a tipping point when all tears and saddness never seemed so real to me..

I can't help but to still feel an ache in my heart when i turn to see it.

I lost my freedom and ability to walk for many days in exchange of the freedom of e civillian life. I found bits and pieces scattered all along the path, i picked up some pieces back in that span of time, while just leaving the remaining untouched. I believe it's meant to be that way. U can't have all of the world at e same time.

Now, i am here.. quite close to what i yearn for.. quite close to my dreams.
I guess i will not walk alone again,

and again, this man of the earthly planet wish that in time to come, he will never have to walk alone.

It doesn't sound so much a resolution, but more like the prints that was behind me..

Walk on and be brave.

jjia leaving skool at 1:47 PM

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