Thursday, January 26, 2006

I am done packing with my luaggage..

Off to malaysia for cny..

Thank God for give me e chance to be home again.. I am no holy man of what u think.
I guess i sin so much in this week that i deserve a great wrath on me.

I guess the most fucked up thing is when u are always so blinded by the fold that sretch so deeply across ur eyes. U just can't get to see what there for u. What u missed, that very image of the person that u see in the past. It's a collection of blurred picture of a beautiful lady that stood by the beach with a beautiful scarf. It's that ger that u adore, who u loved. Who u thought u will be spending the rest of ur life with.. Right now, i am being stabbed so deep that my heart can heartly bleed. It will probably stop as next second seemed so long to bear..so hard to breathe. Fuck it. I can't even had a bloody gd enjoyment.

I like violence..I lived in one with myself.

Gona kill the one that i hate. Just a joke la..

Well, it's simply a reflection of how fuck up things can get in a day with the one u love..
I simply choose the hard way out, send her a fucked up msg and the world ends there.
Two things can happen to me tml - continue my life as fuck up as it was now, forget everything the things are back to the old dull, boring world.

jjia leaving skool at 7:50 PM

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