Monday, January 02, 2006

Felt extremely lonely and upset today.

Pure foolishness.. So reckless in my decision yesterdae..

But again, it's again funny to laugh at urself when things happen ( maybe this is one happy thoughts that i can find )

I laugh because it's funny to see how when one gets angry, he actually to wish to find a hole to place his busted head into it. How funny, it's when he gets angry n e world finds him a joke. A joke that even he himself admitted to after all e happenings..

All i have today, were a album of photos, some pieces of memories.. and wang lee hon's new ablum with me.

And maybe days, weeks or months of loneliness..

i really just wanna find a hole n dig my head into it.

the only consolation i have today is " let's forget about it. just don't make me sad again. "

it's means i am forgiven or what , i am still trying to catch hold of any positive cells that are drifting across my brain.

jjia leaving skool at 5:32 PM

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