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Sunday, December 18, 2005 Goodbye my friends, goodbye my lover. Sometimes i just ponder abt what is meaning to be a lover.. a provider of care? unconditional love like what Jesus gives unto us. It's always so sweet to fall into e love sea. But as the voyage goes on, the turbulence of the wide sea thump and thwack u into a storm. Going through and braving the up and downs are always so heart-wretching. It's like a constant fear that u will sink down n stumper into a sorrow state. It's also like telling urself "i can survive"!! What will it bring u to after e storm calm down? A new land full of hope, where u see seagulls hovering along the coastline, and u thought. Oh a new land found! Time to dock n take a break before carrying on the boating journey again... Sometimes i feel unwanted, hijacked others life, and realise that my own life is also being hijacked. things are never that complex at e beginning, but with more decisions n actions that we make and take, it complicates our lives.. Take a step back n reflect upon myself then.. Take a break. Be strong as before, i prayed. Be swift, Be manly. Nono.. Be who u want to be. Be who u think ure. Afterall, i braved thru all these myself..only i can love myself more than others. Only i think God is e giver and provider. Only i think when i can love myself again... Only when.. it's time to meet again. Only by then. For now, goodbye my frens, goodbye my lover. jjia leaving skool at 2:01 PM ***
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 Name: jjia Gender: Guy Date of birth: 25th Dec 1986 Skools Attended: Anglican High School Temasek Junior College National University of Singapore ICQ: MSN : cutesim_2000@hotmail.com 
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