Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The most unwise thing to do is to lose something. n lose everything that come by with it.

The second most unwise thing to do is to come to the blog n write about unhappy things.

So the story goes like this...

It was a week, a quiet one. Just decided to break free from most things, didn't get out from the house for more than half a week though. So i though the frensh air could brighten up and bring some reason for livin. It's was just a normal bus journey to a familar place, and i lost my phone somewhere along the path. So what to do?

Blame myself. Called the operators to cancel the service and went to buy the same phone back. Manage to savage the contacts with the sync-in device inside the computer. But all the messages were gone, gone like the wind. nevermind about that, the customer service is bad enough too. Spend half the day messin and configuring the phone again. It's a 2 yr old technology though. The Xphone II was out in 2004 if i'm not wrong, but still cost 1/2 a thousand dollars. So the plan of getting Ipod Video is gone again.. have to save up.

Nevermind about all these things, i guess u always have to lose a few things in life. But the main point to everything is how u get back to ur feet again. the aftermath can be devastating if u don't handle well. So it's always the backup "plan", but many issues in life don't allows us to have a "back-up". Afterall, we so bloody unique n different from the next breathing human-being besides u. And besides, pple don't like to be the substitue of any other person most of the time. If ure thinking right as what i am, u probably know relationship is what human cherish "most"/ maybe not. I am still figuring it out..

It's gd to be just a lonely soul.. like me. I just don't want to sink back to depression again. Like what happened to me years back..

I just wish to have a good cry, a dammn good one to wash off the bad things.

I know somehow there will still be people around that care for me, maybe offer me a packet of tissue. Nevermind, i can wipe off the tears myself..

Just feel very dumb to write an entry like this.

jjia leaving skool at 2:08 AM

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