Monday, November 28, 2005

Dumb and dumber.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Cost me half a bomb..That's all 

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3 stars : Weltmester 1954 / 1974 / 1990 

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Hmm... Authentic Federation Jersey 

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The Authentic German Jersey. World Cup 2006?  

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The clones of bounty hunters. 

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The sith....n his soldiers? Who's ur daddy? 

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What carrier is that? Never see in star wars before 

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Star wars figures 

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The players, not very skilled. Camping with AWP. I can do that too! 

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Canada emerge as the winning team in the semi-s 

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When to the WCQ today, it's the cs match between Canada n the Aussie. 

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Like a toy,

comes in package, once it's open, it lost it's value.

Play with it, dirt n tear wears it out.

wouldn't shed a tear when e value is gone.

throw it away.

won't be rememebered.

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Lords of the Pills:

Return of the Flussssss..

I am always down with it. Argh it sux. Taking pills like sweets..

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Better days - by goo goo dolls


And you ask me what I want this year


And I try to make this kind and clear


Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days


Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings


And desire and love and empty things


Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days





So take these words


And sing out loud


Cuz everyone is forgiven now


Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again





And it's someplace simple where we could live


And something only you can give


And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive


And the one poor child that saved this world


And there's 10 million more who probably could


If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them





So take these words


And sing out loud


Cuz everyone is forgiven now


Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again





I wish everyone was loved tonight


And somehow stop this fight


Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days





So take these words


And sing out loud


Cuz everyone is forgiven now


Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again


Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Name...

A word, a label, n...

just a mere attraction of attention?

A personal representaion of a human, a thing or idea?

i never knew when the naming process started in history, never did i know i had a name till the very day i start learning the language. Writing my own name in storkes and alphabets. Never did i name my own name, my family name. But i do have other common name, serving as a identifier in other areas of life. Often than not, we are inspired by other great names, and one day we hope we leave the world with names like them..

We see in the play of Romeo and Juliat,

"Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!
What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet "

Mr shaker is saying that name is not as important as the substance that carries along with it. The embedded substance are what really matters. I wished the individuality of my life will never end as i die.. I hope it ends as my name shall die. I yearn to do more in this life of mine and so one day my name can carry substance, enough to create a history like others. Maybe a reference for others, a philosophy others share, a new vision to this world of ours.

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Talked to cy online today,

She gave me 5 words "SI NI ZI CHAO DE"

Yes, she's quite right in what she said. I am the silly, foolish. I am just a fool by doing nothing. Cy said that i may lose her ( another she ya ) forever if i am continue on with this kind of attitude.

I am just very lost.

I waited like since a donkey yr ago. All i know is that her feelings for me had been dampened times after times..

So what if i still waiting.

She wouldn't give me a chance anymore.

Just feel so dumb to key in another entry like this.

Mr jay always like to release his music ablum when the dark clouds are all over me...
Probably gona listen to his sad songs, and drown my sorrowwwwsssss with em..

I realise it's irritation if u ignore someone and make a mess out of everything. Be fool,(not cool) and make others puke blood back at you.

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The most unwise thing to do is to lose something. n lose everything that come by with it.

The second most unwise thing to do is to come to the blog n write about unhappy things.

So the story goes like this...

It was a week, a quiet one. Just decided to break free from most things, didn't get out from the house for more than half a week though. So i though the frensh air could brighten up and bring some reason for livin. It's was just a normal bus journey to a familar place, and i lost my phone somewhere along the path. So what to do?

Blame myself. Called the operators to cancel the service and went to buy the same phone back. Manage to savage the contacts with the sync-in device inside the computer. But all the messages were gone, gone like the wind. nevermind about that, the customer service is bad enough too. Spend half the day messin and configuring the phone again. It's a 2 yr old technology though. The Xphone II was out in 2004 if i'm not wrong, but still cost 1/2 a thousand dollars. So the plan of getting Ipod Video is gone again.. have to save up.

Nevermind about all these things, i guess u always have to lose a few things in life. But the main point to everything is how u get back to ur feet again. the aftermath can be devastating if u don't handle well. So it's always the backup "plan", but many issues in life don't allows us to have a "back-up". Afterall, we so bloody unique n different from the next breathing human-being besides u. And besides, pple don't like to be the substitue of any other person most of the time. If ure thinking right as what i am, u probably know relationship is what human cherish "most"/ maybe not. I am still figuring it out..

It's gd to be just a lonely soul.. like me. I just don't want to sink back to depression again. Like what happened to me years back..

I just wish to have a good cry, a dammn good one to wash off the bad things.

I know somehow there will still be people around that care for me, maybe offer me a packet of tissue. Nevermind, i can wipe off the tears myself..

Just feel very dumb to write an entry like this.

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