Saturday, July 23, 2005

Waking up in the late afternoon with a spin in my head. Actually it's quite a luxury for me to do so, ever since when can i sleep so much, or shd i say i have been sleeping so much that i nearly forgotton the existance of my own troubled mind. Right now, i am trying hard to recall what i have done this week, hmm, hanging out twice in town, go do delivery service with michael.. nothing much. The last fd i ate is filet o fish with starbucks mocha, which was like 12hrs ago.

Hmm..

I wished i was ok.

I wished.

Was in town that day, marcus( campmate ) asked me if it is foolish or very wasted if u were to wait for someone and the ending is not a happy one.. and it marks the closure to that relationship. I didn't know how to ans him.. i've yet to know. Sometimes, it's not the days, hours, seconds, that u are "waiting" for that person. It's how u go abt making the time spent meaningful and the drawing the 2 hearts closer. Foolish me. Indeed, irony is often wasted on the stupid. Love i would say is a satire of reality..

Hmm, i am going for a knee surgery this monday and i have to spend abt 3-5 days in the ward. Boring environment again, bet no where is better than my usual hangout, my room. I will miss my room, bed and everything..

jjia leaving skool at 1:20 PM

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