Monday, July 25, 2005

It's D-day. H-hours before going into the ops rm. I am darn nervous now, because i have no previous experience at all. Hope things will turn out fine.

Today is quite a pleasant day. As usual, we gays went for movie, n food again... Yea so much in gaying, walking down esplanade like 2 boys, sharing our "bridge" stories.. so much fun in crying and pouring out from my sullen soul. Well, there's a few people i wanna thank - michael for kfc and hospital tips, ngian xin for e phonie crap n " i can't breathe ", sarah for "in-style" chats and also allowing me to offer my expertise to her service, and lastly to my greatest gay derrick for all e comfort though we are not couples.. siao eh.

2 songs that i always want a playback, which is Fall to pieces, and Sally can wait..
Nice songs.. it's just so close to what i feel deep in.

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything[

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Can i say i miss u? n i still love u? n that i am trying to force myself not to do or say so?

jjia leaving skool at 12:50 AM

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