Sunday, July 17, 2005

Crash.

"You think you know who you are. You have no idea."

Like any movie-goers, i paid ard 10bucks to enjoy the nice seats, the big screen with excellent theatre system. I am sure the viewers will come out satisfy with the money paid if it's a gd movie. Crash is one of them. In the short 110minutes, it touches on the issue of racism, which is made discernible when people of different colour skins treat each other conflictingly , often with fear. It's definately a gd movie with gd content.

Fear is the greatest killing weapon, we kill because we fear. Fear muster from our inner self and the surrounding. Often than not, when we exist in a unfamilar environment and being surrounded by poeple of different colours, culture from ourseleves, we feel alienated and unaccustomed. We are fearful and distrustful to the people ard and people start to form band and groups and create their own circle of trust. This distrust may simply lead to conflicts and violence and killings. We kill. So i would say fear is the greatest weapon - a simple logic adopted by the terrorist.

The movie is great too because people often don't notice or care abt people ard until we crash. So much in potraying the cold side of human beings, and that by crashing we know that human relastionship is so much important in our lives.

2tumbs up.

This weekend is okay i would say. My life evolves ard the same old stuff that i do, the same place to hang out. Not very captivating to most who are so always "happening". Haha.. i am saying this because i think somethings which others do which are consider happening are total foolishness and cockamamie (it's slang). I always do the same thing, walk pass the same place. The new smu building always stand along my path, and the thought of studying there flashes arcoss my mind perpetually. But i am still trying to find a reason to convince myself to venture into something different. Actually, an uni degree is not that important now but still a neccessity ( a diploma is mere minimal ), so it's doesn't really matters where u study or what. I am sure uni days shd not be preoccupied with muggin but more of researching, gathering of resources in physical, and also building up networks ( a mixture of street and bk smart will be gd ). Yup, i am looking forward to the coming of that day.

Today is a moody day for me, simply because i am uncertain about this coming thursday. Haha i wish i can go through the ops smoothly ( please fix my knee ) and simply because i want to break free from the green-uniform days for sometime. Though i may not deserve this long break, but i think i am innocent enough not to waste MY time - i simply hate serving. To compare the magnitude of undesire to serve, i would say it's 10 to 1 in ratio and scale to those days i hate going sch. Now i start to appreciate the days in sch. I hate CAMP. esp the 4 letter - A R M Y


Oh btw if the mds people happen to see this, it doesn't represent my personal view. ( so please don't arrest me ) It's simply generated from a soul degraded by the senseless things he do in u know where la.

jjia leaving skool at 10:24 PM

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