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Wednesday, May 18, 2005 An emotional night again, so i come to my spilling ground once again. It must the doing of the bks again. For one reason i enjoy reading as much, i hate it too because it sparks the reflective brain cells and the music going on in my room turns me into a melancholy person again.Somehow i guess people who is not related to my life will have not have a complete picture about what i am writing. What perplexed me most of the time was the feeling of dissappoinment that overtook me when something or someone can cause a 180degree change to my course. Like why not this way? Why thing turn out to be like this? Why again? I couldn't understand it. Ride of my life. For this life i am refering to is just this short period of time when i am falling in and out of love. Gone is my first love or perhaps it just simply an obession.. But now i wished my true love will not go.. Where will this love or ride of my life lead me to? Or us to? She told me that she need a brightener too, she need someone there too, she need a lullaby, someone to give her warmth.. but she told me that she rather not want me to that person. and she rather be selfish.. but there was a certain context to her saying that. I can't blame her either. But we should be treasuring the happy moments we had now, and maybe.. we will end.. or maybe we will get to the end together. Maybe. But we never will never know until we get there. If she's gona get off halfway, we can never get there together. This explains why we always get stuck in a relationship when things aren't moving on. Somehow i had always and wished to convince her with my own thinking.. but things seems not to be coming out of my mouth.. There's just simply 2 ways to choose in this stop of our ride.. One is to enjoy and feel the love, the time we can share and cherish, Or to just worry about what future will be and be blinded by the things that we worry and simply missing out the most beautiful things that we have together in the present. Where will this ride lead us to? Yea, listening to the song From the bottom of my broken heart and mr lonely again..n again Somehow i think our generation have been listening to the sad songs longer than we have been living the unhappy lives. jjia leaving skool at 1:17 AM ***
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 Name: jjia Gender: Guy Date of birth: 25th Dec 1986 Skools Attended: Anglican High School Temasek Junior College National University of Singapore ICQ: MSN : cutesim_2000@hotmail.com 
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