Sunday, April 24, 2005

Well, reaching home on a Sunday morning is such a morale booster to me. I am not going back till tues ( should be wed but the GP is just so hard to convince ). Well, went round and round searching for some lost item in my room! That's how my morning fly by. Well, but the lunch in the afternoon is definately great. I am so proud of myself for being a great eater.. (watch if u gonna eat me up again) I am someone who bend ard with the rules. I just love to "geng" nowadays. Who gonna take e blame? Not me again!

Taking time off each day from my work, i can't help to think but the idle time makes me ponder.. w-h-y? lotsa why and what? Why am i stuck up in this little place? Why didn't i make a better choice back then? Why things are so cock up recently? Why am i going round in circle? Why am i spinning on the same spot?

What is pride? I am not a loser, neither do i need to win to boost my ego.

What am i gd at? I am not that lousy, infact looking down at pple doesn't make u any different unless you are really on the top of the crown.

What am i searching for? I am not lost, neither am i lacking of something.

Am i regretting? For life is never the same before. Before, like the time which is given to me. Like times before choices are made.

So much unanswered qns.

Ans: It's just period. Periodical changes that are taking place.

I love the Papa's word " Be not afraid "

jjia leaving skool at 6:25 PM

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