Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Gd morning. Woke up with a spinning head, pretty much like a hangover. My weekend is great, meeting and catching up with cy. Congrats to her for getting into the course of her choice and was really talking back about those times of first three months. Those time when i had happy times spending with some great frens. Mic is flying off for his air grading too. Met up with him in the morning, n getting to meet up with old frens gave me a sense of comfort. Saw dora too, went over just to say hi, but i guess she didn't want to be there anyway. Sat in later for Marcus lesson. The young kids are so pampered with their tabloid pc. Cool. Pretty much still a gd day.

I have a bad habit of looking at the clock. Shouldn't had stare at the clock, should had let time tickle pass. Yet, i didn't and wasn't firm enough. The moment of my foolish decision of sending her home, just made the legs moved. But my presence makes me a fool. I walked off, told myself to be strong. Looking up and holding back the flow of tears, i stared into the night sky. No stars but just a full moon. Somehow, i can imgaine myself at the moon. Staring down at Earth, feeling cold, and with the longing to get back.

If things are just like what she said, i would had let it go more easily.
My tears had washed off bits and pieces of little unbearble feelings, so had my heart broke into many pieces.

jjia leaving skool at 8:16 AM

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