Friday, March 18, 2005

Let set the sail up and get back to the rough sea again.

I would say that my block-leave is as good as docking in the harbour to stockpile up all the energy that is need for the new voyage again. Back to tekong for my leadership training in sispec. My eyes are really green when i know some pple actually get into ocs, simply because they know how to "wayang". But nevertheless, all the best to those best man in platoon 4.

Read junren's blog just now, seems like he had set his mind on the dream to be a "high-fly dog" of our society. I found his way in the pursuit of fame, money and wealth smiliar to mine -- by working through the connection line that runs through to people. But the bottomline is, only through your own capabilitiy and true substances u have, then you can show people what you really are, and rise up the rank, earning your rightful respect of the others. I find it really hard for myelf ,and it is shameless to achieve goals by underhand method. Sucking up, as the name suggests sucked.

I always wanted to be fully intergrated into this society. For one simple reason, because i want to hav a taste of the summer, a permanent one i would say. A summer where you can tan the happy mind in the ray of the sun that never goes down, even in the dreams, it's never dark. I had lived quite a big portion of my 18yrs life in the rainy autumn. From now on, whether it was winter, spring, or autummn, my mind is set on living it through like one uninterrupted reign of summer.

jjia leaving skool at 9:26 PM

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