Saturday, March 05, 2005

Getting back the results is really a nasty experience, let alone the dissappointment i have.. my g.p. to marcus i will say that i have dissapointed you. The 4 alevel subjects grades are within my predictable range. Every grades simply jump one up.. although i feel really confident after doing the papers. But putting down everything, i am just wishing that i can get in the course of my choice. Yup agree to point that no one gives a damn of ur a level grades when u're in uni.

I am expecting a new kind learning when i am uni though it will be like 2 years away. But by studying engineering, i can't help but to expect the certain knowledge and skills i have to learn and relearn before embarking for the research-based kind of learning. I really wish to break free from those text-bk based learning style. It is simply boring, now i agree that research will be more fun. Yup but i still see my cousin reading those thick bks of electrical circuits, and calling frens to reconfirm if he drew correctly. I do hav interest in that but i don't expect to work as an engineer all my life. Perhaps by teaching others, we learn new things.. then why not be a lecturer? But I know that my interest is into making big money. Then why not study something that can earn gd money? Sadly to say, i can't be a lawyer or doctor.. i think i will study something which has a mixture of my interest and the future career path i yearn for. I hope i will not regret next time because of my choice... so am i all set to make my choice?

Nevermind i still hav 2 yrs to go n think thru.. perhaps by then i will be a self-learned psychologist and get my tenses correct. Yea derrick always tell me that too.. but i can't help to laugh when he told me he got C5 for olevel 3 years back.. and now he gets a b3.

jjia leaving skool at 6:06 PM

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