Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sit test is just over, what a tiring 2 days full of predictable missions..a big thank to junren and samuel. Without them, i guess e grp will be screwed. It's simply fun because i get to do all e "dangerous" job like saving a headless dummy while i was lowered down by e guys into a "valley". Where's my safety rope anyway? But it's really fun.. now i know who i can really put my trust upon. Anyway tekong survival course is simply amazing too which is conducted by sg kl... haha this involved opening coconut with SAF bayonets! But e coconut is so cooling n nice.. i am offically tekong trained by now. So far, i enjoyed myself. Lastly ten days to passing out! I will certainly miss all e wonderful guys ya.

Dream. Emotion. Reality.

I do dream alot nowadays. Past memories do really flash here n there in an erractic manner, i get to dream of different pple that crossed my life. Hai, it's hard to forget some pple ( ).. anyway prayers do help. At least, it keep me going and suppress my lifted emotions at times. Lastly a song to end with everything today

Scar

He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said "use these down to your bones"
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought "this one knows better than I do"
A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit And doesn't that sound familiar?

Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats, she smelled like sugar and spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one, looked at my insides clicking her tongue and said "This will all have to come undone"
A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle S
he tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling like I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?

And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
Could you leave me with a scar?

jjia leaving skool at 10:25 AM

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