Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I am back in my room. I managed to find an lucky excuse to get myself bk out for a few hours. Currently using this hours to eat, sleep and to get online. Did the peer appraisal yesterday, was wondering how other platoon mates think of me.I had lose my cool once to my section, and it was on the night when we are all digging fire trench and shell scripts.. haha was digging near 2 shell scripts - one for myself and the other one for my buddy.. Imagine one man doing 2 man job! Sigh, shouldn't lose my cool but i was darn shagged... with blisters all over my hands. The field camp had allowed the true colours of others to be revealed.. and mine too =p . I wondered why didn't i "wayang" when i hav the chance of being the rpc.. haha instead i am kind enough to let my rps do all my job since he's too enthu.. haha some told me i was a joker and slacker - "chao geng "... can't be a leader ya.. seems like i never reveal all of my true colours.. i guess i must learn to be more selfish when time to come. But anyway 2 more weeks or perhaps less, i will be officially a private...one more sit test, ippt, soc, and finally graduation parade!

I doubt i can get into ocs, perhaps sispec will be a better place for me to learn and to "wayang" - With pride we lead. It's gonna be four oclock soon! got to go and get them chocolate, sweets. Soldiers always lack of food and sleep.

My wish is to get nspi and cross over to police. But that was a day dream la. i will treat everybody food if i get that! But nevertheless i just wanna get this 2 yrs over and carry on with my civillian life. I like the army song which goes something like this

" i dun wish to lead a soldier life, i wanna get home.
But my CO don't let me go,
my OC don't let me go,
my PC don't let me go, mummy i wanna get home "

Yup dora i really wish to spend more time with u.

jjia leaving skool at 3:35 PM

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