Thursday, December 30, 2004

Pattern

Pattern. I start to believe things ard work in a certain pattern. As we take a closer look to things ard, somethings tend to come after another in occurence. But often we are blinded by our foolishness in not following the pattern.

Also, we can learn from pattern. Like for what will follow after an action - the outcome. The outcome can be expected and be predictable if we learn. And be unexpected if we never learn.

Taking a look at myself, i never learned. Or rather i did learn but the outcome is of one which i never expected. I never did learn everything. Sinking in sullen and pain, i relfect. I relfect and learn. I learn and i try again. Failure comes and i am back in pain again. It's just how my life pattern is. However i believe pattern can change. And i shall make it change.


jjia leaving skool at 7:44 PM

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