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Monday, September 27, 2004 It's interesting sometimes to read dairies of others as u will get a little facts about their life. Seems like the life being a ns pilot sounds nice ya.. but it's too bad for me as i wore specs. A level is like four weeks or plus more away, probably will receive the enlistment letter soon. I hope that there will be pple i know who will be going in with me. Aiming for ocs of course la.. but just got to see if there's a chance. One big problem is my leg now.. wonder if it will be a hinder to me during ns life. Ok thinking too much about life next year already.. Hmm... i went back ahs days ago, had soccer n saw xls n some guides.. Yup i will say most of 'em seems to be still the same.. they didn't change much i would say.. Probably their looks? I think i look quite different from e past.. i wonder why.. and my dark rings is getting bigger day by day. Nothing really much about this week, just feeling quite tired from the prelims.. a little burned out after the exam. Had a few days of rest.. yup went out yesterday with her.. it's enjoyable n appreciate her accompany. Ok a new week of work again.. it's tough for the moment but i know i will be able to go through it.. I feel like sleeping. jjia leaving skool at 1:14 AM (0) comments *** Monday, September 20, 2004 Listening the song, Angel, i'm going to prepare for two final papers tml. I wonder what the outcome will be. Be it good for bad, i just got to get myself movig on to the least shot. I feel really bad this time.. as i feels time flies n wait for no one. I was crazy yesterday night..woking up in the middle of the night, i searched through my cupboard and finally, i managed to get myself to this box i'm looking for. There's something in the box that i took out and great it still work after keeping it for two years. Haha i got this crazy idea anyway. Crazy enough for myself to know. Well, i wondered where to buy all those stuff... Crazy. Yes i left hours to my final to papers.. Way to go... jjia leaving skool at 3:48 PM (0) comments *** Saturday, September 18, 2004
Angels
I sit and wait Does an angel contemplate my fate And do they knowThe places where we go When we're grey and old 'Cause I've been told That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed Thoughts running through my head And I feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection A lot of love and affection Whether I'm right or wrong And down the waterfall Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me When I come to call she won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak And my pain walks down a one way street I look above And I know I'll always be blessed with love And as the feeling grows She breathes flesh to my bones And when love is dead I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection A lot of love and affection Whether I'm right or wrong And down the waterfall Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me When I come to call she won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
jjia leaving skool at 8:18 PM (0) comments *** Saturday, September 11, 2004
"Learning To Breathe" Hello, good morning, how you do? What makes your rising sun so new? I could use a fresh beginning too All of my regrets are nothing new So this is the way that I say I need You This is the way that I'mLearning to breathe I'm learning to crawlI'm finding that You and You alone can break my fallI'm living again, awake and alive I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies Hello, good morning, how you been? Yesterday left my head kicked inI never, never thought that I would fall like that Never knew that I could hurt this bad So this is the way I say I need You This is the way that I say I love You This is the way that I say I'm Yours This is the way, this is the way This is way i'm learning to breathe. It's been some time.. learning to breathe. I guess things are getting quite stuffy at some point of time. I need frensh air to breathe. Who to blame again? My Fault? Well never ever did i push the blame on anyone. Peharps it jst my fault. Which Way is Yours?
jjia leaving skool at 4:00 PM (0) comments *** Friday, September 10, 2004 Upset... vie est environ attendant bouleversée ... je comprennent bon journée jjia leaving skool at 1:19 PM (0) comments *** Tuesday, September 07, 2004 Flying High and Cruising Fast 
Always my dream to fly..... Ok enough of the dream, listening to some old songs bring back memories.. yup the song goes something like this " i know u are somewhere out there too, there's only one thing for me to do, i will go over mountain... blah blah.. to find a heart that belongs to me.. " Finally recall this song, i got it when i went climbing some years ago. I miss the mountains n the rocks , heard marcus is asking if anyone is interest to go climbing some time later after a's. I'm interested! Haha i got quite "interesting" climbing experience.. one of which was during the time when i went to mount kinabalu. Gay and me, the two smart alex, left the pack n decided to go down the mountain a.s.a.p.. cause we wanted to bath desperately. I had blisters n aches down my feet and was really struggling. Furthermore, we move so fast that we thought that we are lost. Then we came to quite a few junctions and guess what? we didn't know which way. We tried our luck n finally got down e mount. It was only after our bath, we learned that we took the short cut! haha! no wonder we never see a single soul down. It was pretty scary though but nevertheless we got our bath! So much so for the day.. jjia leaving skool at 1:02 AM (0) comments *** Saturday, September 04, 2004 She will be loved Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Please don't try so hard to say goodbye I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Quite a beautiful song, i wish to write songs one day hopefully. It's a effective expression of feelings, putting down all of them in words, singing it off with emotions embedded within the song. Nothing much of a day other than doing my work n skipping through all the notes. Relearning everything i forgotten is quite a tiring process. But nevertheless, it will make me more confident during exams ya? I couldn't be bothered about much things now actually. Nothing that much bothering. I guess i rather choose not to think about it.. Yup it will bring me grey hairs. Not a gd sign. Where's the love? I'm standing just right at the closed door. There will be two outcome - someone to open e door n let me in or knocking on a door which no one will ever answer. I guess a goodbye will not be too hard to say right? I'm thinking too much again... Oh yesterdae isn't a gd experience. Yup went out at the wrong time, did the wrong thing, and did i say the wrong thing again? Not too gd a sign again. Holding a hardened hand n a simple goodbye, i went off home. Did i gave her a broken smile too? jjia leaving skool at 6:53 PM (0) comments *** Wednesday, September 01, 2004 Growing up It's been a yr or so that i really sit down to think what lies ahead in life for me. For the guys, it will be the time to serve the country and also to take a break off the tiring school work. Yup 1 week n a little more to finish off the two yr coursework. Taking a look back, i feel that i had lost my freedom to do things i enjoyed. Just simple stuff like cycling, n blading, going to the beach, much of those stuff, even taking time off to catch up wif old frens is so hard. Well, people do change a lot, i wonder if it's the time we all had taken off this few yrs from each other life, changed everything. I use to think my frens in ncc are not bonded, but truly there's still a bond between us. Now we are like talking n sharing about aspects in life once more.. ( always talking cock in msn ) Maybe it's because we are going to the army soon... something which we had experienced together. Those training days, eating, cramping together... n soccer after everything.. but i guess i will certainty cherish those memories... Talking to derrick that day, make me realized how lucky I'm to still hav this gay as fren. Still as gay as ever like we do.. friends are equally important, gd friends most certainty hard to come n also hard to let go. We went through different college life, but sharing almost the same fate as one another.. coming back together once more.. also realizing that we had grew up. It's been 6 yrs we all first know one another. This gay n many more the Fs in the gay company. Well, i met much more different pple in my college life. Some of which are very different from those from ahs. There are also many new things to learn n a pity is that i learned it in quite a hard way i would say. Nevertheless, everything do not end here. I will still learn to wrap up everything i had learned and carry it with me.. Yup love God, love myself, love one another. Stop that hating n negativity. Just be happy? Just also want to thank some pple who had really impacted my life in one way or another. jjia leaving skool at 8:46 PM (0) comments *** |
 Name: jjia Gender: Guy Date of birth: 25th Dec 1986 Skools Attended: Anglican High School Temasek Junior College National University of Singapore ICQ: MSN : cutesim_2000@hotmail.com 
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