Thursday, July 15, 2004

Jc life will soon be well over. School will be soon be over too. Boredem, bitterness, happiness, loneliness, hardship, pain, filled my the days when i'm in it. I guess there's more negative things that i can talk about school - the system. Well there's always brighter view to everything for which there are actually still many things i can smile about. Well i developed the habit of going school just on the dot - just a moment before i'm consider late. Well late is always better early i guess. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Perhaps i just don't feel like going school last time.
A little tip for jc survival -
1. "socio-politic" skills - this require you honing skills of putting on a fake mask - trying to be as friendly as possible.
2. Eating "Humble" pie - never try to brag ur skills infront of others. Try to keep low profile in studies yet always try to perfect skill no1.
3. Be "lovable" to teacher - win their hearts by doing their tutorial
4. Be "smart"

Well it's better to different always and set the trend going. Haha it's the way to survive in this "cruel" world. Instead of following my own jc survival tips, i totally malfunction with it sometimes. I'm always helpful in anyway or another but i guess why bother so much? Caring? Yes i'm. Kind? Yes i'm. But little pple realli care about you until they know how much u cared? In this cold world i belong ( not realli that negative ), people seem to be so cold. Most are only willing to open up themselves to their close peers. Some of them dun even - they hide secrets, backstab. Thus, they will never know how much u cared. All i really cared is you? A phrase that a guy will seldom say to a guy. I once did that - a sign of gayness?? - realli not a gd sign. Even my best fren can be really like be gone like the wind. I wondered if sometimes he had ever think of me and it really sadden me to think about the old good days we shared. Lost~ Now, i cared for my family and i'm really glad that they provide me with all i need. Haha as for GBR? i'm no more a boy so i don't need a ger. But whom to turn to? I need a person who can really share the world together with me. Someone who can provide me alternative views, appreciate things with me in life, n hopefully a life partner. But i hope to achieve more first in my life. Who will i meet? i wondered.



jjia leaving skool at 10:01 PM

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