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Monday, July 19, 2004 It's a day of surprise, unbelieving shocked by a comment on me. Was I really condemned? Worthless? A boy who deserved a slap? I still can vividly remember my first slap by my primary teacher. In retrospect, I feel I deserved that slap. On the contrary, this slap came straight to me, a very precise slap to my pride n it definitely shaken my self-confidence. Worthy is the slap, a hidden value that enriches me and set me off pondering about my self value to others. Yes, it does hurt but I should seems like I need to be more positive about it. I should learn. It been an anguishing moment when I heard the comment. I swallowed my pride and dat very moment my heart felt a pain! Lucky i'm not a girl. I'm glad. Yes to be smart. I have already realized it before i have to be told. I guess I must learn to be more apologetic n learn to speak in a subdued tone. Yes, defend with a blunt sword is never a gd move to make. Perhaps sharpening it n perfecting the stroke will kill 'em off! I sound aggressive but instead I have always remain defensive all the times. Perhaps I'm not born to challenge but just to obey. I hate authority n control. I hate negative comments. I hate pple who condemn. ( I think, therefore I am. -- Descartes. ) But many of us today choose to think bad about pple than to really reflect upon themselves. To pin-point others, shifting others attention on them to others - to condemn others. It's really a cunning act. There are many such man who exist on this earth and are often blinded by their own pride n arrogance. Well i'm not one of 'em. I have been victimized. Haha like I really care. What Mr tan had said sound more sense that those I type above. Haha. I think it really matters more on comment which come from pple who cared. Nevertheless, i felt a sense of comfort from him. Not from those which meant to condemn. Well i shall not dwell more on it, being aware of it now is gd enough for me to improve. As for those who continues to condemn, it's really their business. As for me, a lesson is learned. jjia leaving skool at 9:57 PM ***
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 Name: jjia Gender: Guy Date of birth: 25th Dec 1986 Skools Attended: Anglican High School Temasek Junior College National University of Singapore ICQ: MSN : cutesim_2000@hotmail.com 
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