Saturday, June 05, 2004

It's been a new start again.. Seems like things are moving on everywhere. In my spiritual realm, I felt a renewal in my soul. In my work, I felt new pressure and it forces me to discipline myself once more. I hope things will keep on going smooth.

It's holidays, u can't help to bump into pple all around the town. Well, I didn't manage to bump into mr tan though. I wish that he is doing fine. I saw frens of ym, n ridiculously, one of them asked me " where's ym? ". I'm stunned. Don't you ask me that! Hmm.. don't news spread like wildfire in a dry bush? Or has the fire died since nearly a yr is soon to past. Well well, perhaps things are not evolving around so fast as I expected. But one thing I do, things are not the same again in all circumstances. No longer do I hav to feel agonized for being in that relationship. I had a latest update from ym herself personally, she has indeed moved on. I felt relieved, or I feel it's time for me to move on too. Thank God. I pray that they may be blessed but God please bless me too. Please... For should I keep focus in following ur way n continue to serve u..

Hmm.. i feel the burning passion. What do u get when u play with fire? An unstoppable rush of passion? I hope I dun get burn. I didn't want to burn anyone. I'm confused, I need signs again. Oh well Dora is back again. Seriously I have been thinking all this while. It's puzzling and amusing. Firstly, I get to know her through no where and now it's like stucked there. I dunno.. One more puzzling stuff is that she said " No la actually I'm happy tt he's happy though it prob wont' be a gd outcome between us but.. i gues he'd still be on my mind till i really really find someone new " What do you meanT? i'm indeed confused. Haha i seek help from some expert analysts n they all say they are puzzled too. How can I draw any clue out of this?

Haha..So puzzling..( I guess the other is much a better choice, at least it's not so complicated as this one )

The first time we met,
I will not forget how you make me feel.
You and me should be together,
I'm sure you knew that I'm meant to be with you.

It's not like I went looking for romance
But to my surprise,
In your eyes, I saw your special that make me stay.
And took my heart away.

With the smell of flowers in the air
And the scene of children playing somewhere out there.
There's a man with a woman
Just walking hand in hand
And side by side
And that they know,
Deep inside that they should fall in love.


jjia leaving skool at 10:04 PM

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