Monday, June 21, 2004

Take me to your Heart

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

It's a nice song i guess. Haha recalling scenes in Bands of Brothers, brave soldiers fight through the cold forest, in their fox-holes, and charging at arti batteries. I guess what the soldiers realli wish to have is to have a hot shower, nice chocolate bars and hav a puff and get a gd nite sleep. Well.. right now i feel like one of 'em. I'm tired.



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Well it's quite late now. It's been sometimes i last blog. I have been so sicky recently and i desperately need rest. I guess it's due to my fault, with the euro goin on, and JCT. Hmm.. did some catching up with old fren. Realli missed those daes in the first 3 months.. But i guess i hav onli 5 months more that my jc life will be over. I guess i will miss two things. I miss my class ( although i dun like it realli last yr, but i guess even with the misery i had, i will still miss the class ). I met mani great people in the class. I guess some of the few will hav great future ahead and it's realli exciting to meet some of 'em yrs down the road. Parting with the class will mean dat mr tan will no longer be my ct again. Hope to be a lifelong fren with him. He gave me great advice. His teaching is more unique. He trigger u to think? ya to think for urself. Guess he will guide you when u r quite lost at times. Dat's his care.

My impression of the people in my class ( 06/03 )

I shall list the name down :

Greg: the smart one with a unique attitude look, likely to succeed ( Bowler )
Adi: Great guy, in need of love but one dae he will find his love ( Tennis )
Weiliang: the friendly guy, he's nice ( AH badminton )
LCH: scholar ( Table tennis )
Zhihao: Anit-social, but he's pickin up skill now ( Swimmer )
Pz: lack of love, flirt? ( Ah badminton )
Yan Zhang: Pz's company, no comments ( Volleyball )
Miaoxin: Great runner, discipline, but must learn not to win always i guess ( Track )
Amos: Shortie, nice la. ( CO cum rugby )
Wilson: Ah pui, the blessed one who waited veri long for his love. Chicken rice mate ( AH Table Tennis )
Esther: Great women who has the motherly touch. My Fmaths mate *ideal ( Volleyball )
Weijing: Great ger, pretty, *teh ( Volleyball )
Natasha: Punk ger, religious? Future wife.. But i cannot convert la ( Badminton )
Desmond: The nicer marist i met, great tennis player, style. The more mature guy in the class ( Tennis )
Fionna: great figure for a swimming ( Swimmer )
Junie: squash mate, nice ( Squash )
Shiqi: Yea, she's nice too ( Bowler )
Xy: desmond's ger la, eat more n dun worri la ( Tennis )
Ershand: Chocolate, black, quite smart ( Cricket )
Dennis: ok la ( AH basketball )
Joel: Shortie, OCS wanna be, always parade, like pink n gay yet still hav gf haha. Life long panadol ( Tennis )
YongMing: Haha dun condemmn me ler, just joking la. But he's nice n he enjoy doing simple stuff ( AH badminton)
GuoJian: The tallest. That's why cannot tackle him but i guess he's quite mature. think quite abit. joker ( AH badminton )
Wilfred: ACS, one hand in pocket, and whistle as he walk haha great monitor. ( Sailor )
Marucs: Attitude ( 06 ct )

Well what a sports class.

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Monday, June 14, 2004

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.

But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?


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Thursday, June 10, 2004

Had a dissapointment daes ago, it's such a pity. But well how can life never be without dissapointment? I guess i just had to pick things up again n move. I had been moving here n there. Aniwae Alevel is like so close yet so far. I'm a little worried for my JCT aniwae. I dunno how well will i do. Aniwae i will just prepare for it then. OK so little to sae todae, i'm off to my study again since i can't go out for this moment.



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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I had a bad fall! i'm one legged now!

I pray for healing to fall upon me..

SpeedY recoverY!

What a dae haha =)

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Saturday, June 05, 2004

It's been a new start again.. Seems like things are moving on everywhere. In my spiritual realm, I felt a renewal in my soul. In my work, I felt new pressure and it forces me to discipline myself once more. I hope things will keep on going smooth.

It's holidays, u can't help to bump into pple all around the town. Well, I didn't manage to bump into mr tan though. I wish that he is doing fine. I saw frens of ym, n ridiculously, one of them asked me " where's ym? ". I'm stunned. Don't you ask me that! Hmm.. don't news spread like wildfire in a dry bush? Or has the fire died since nearly a yr is soon to past. Well well, perhaps things are not evolving around so fast as I expected. But one thing I do, things are not the same again in all circumstances. No longer do I hav to feel agonized for being in that relationship. I had a latest update from ym herself personally, she has indeed moved on. I felt relieved, or I feel it's time for me to move on too. Thank God. I pray that they may be blessed but God please bless me too. Please... For should I keep focus in following ur way n continue to serve u..

Hmm.. i feel the burning passion. What do u get when u play with fire? An unstoppable rush of passion? I hope I dun get burn. I didn't want to burn anyone. I'm confused, I need signs again. Oh well Dora is back again. Seriously I have been thinking all this while. It's puzzling and amusing. Firstly, I get to know her through no where and now it's like stucked there. I dunno.. One more puzzling stuff is that she said " No la actually I'm happy tt he's happy though it prob wont' be a gd outcome between us but.. i gues he'd still be on my mind till i really really find someone new " What do you meanT? i'm indeed confused. Haha i seek help from some expert analysts n they all say they are puzzled too. How can I draw any clue out of this?

Haha..So puzzling..( I guess the other is much a better choice, at least it's not so complicated as this one )

The first time we met,
I will not forget how you make me feel.
You and me should be together,
I'm sure you knew that I'm meant to be with you.

It's not like I went looking for romance
But to my surprise,
In your eyes, I saw your special that make me stay.
And took my heart away.

With the smell of flowers in the air
And the scene of children playing somewhere out there.
There's a man with a woman
Just walking hand in hand
And side by side
And that they know,
Deep inside that they should fall in love.


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