Friday, April 30, 2004

Sometimes i wonder how 2 person get together.. perhaps they fated to be together? or perhaps they just wanted to know each other more... I wonder. Have You ever been gabbing with a new fren and after a while, you've said to urself " This person and i think alike..we are on the same wavelength " It's indeed a fabulous feeling, almost like falling in love.

Lovers call it chemistry.

Hmm..i wonder if i feeling it at this moment. Perhaps it's not the most perfect time but after all i didn't know what to do anywae.. I wonder if the other party will respond.. in ani sense she's in my mind here n there.. how to talk to her? what a ironY.. a fren lend me a bk " How to talk to anyone.. 92 little tricks for big success in relationship ".. haha.. seems like it didn;t work quite well for ME! perhaps i just can't put those things to words.. Somebody tell me how?? hmm..

Wait n See....

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Sunday, April 25, 2004

Hmm..good dae..well my hand is still aching..thanks for to e fitness training.. hmm..just reach home ..had a chat will gill haha..wat a irony man..i'm going back to study..n she's going back to mark her student's work.. haha stress.. hmm finally get to see her yesterdae.. i actually rush down to kallang n yup went studying.. hmm.. dunno why she fell asleep.. hmm..anywae i seems to hav nothing to sae..but actualli that's quite a bit..just dunno how to put into words in the first place..Arghh...

hmm..got to take some rest now n contiune my studying again later.. how i wish i can just take some time off n go to e beach..miss e sand n water.. anyway i thought of taking up some stuff... extra activity..wahz but seems like "time is not on my side" argghh..packed n stuffed. Nvm..i will continue to find my strength in You.. haha Oh Praise e Lord!

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Everything ended so late yesterdae.. had my dinner in the midnite.. we are all so hungry.. After the meal.. i wanted to get back home a.s.a.p.. i need rest and sleep! on the way back, i took a little stop n start gazing at the sky. There are not many clouds in the sky.. the stars are visible.. Hmm long time since i gazed at 'em.. They are like angels on the sky looking over the earth.. well i manage to locate e big and small dipper... i saw the orion belt..hmm..( the light bulbs in the skY ) .. hmm.. i wonder when can i take everything off me n just spend my time to see the stars.. hmm.. at that moment i had a little tot.. who will i be with at that moment.. just den receive e sms from dora.. she seems troubled? i dunno.. hmm i tot of calling her to talk but actually i'm all ready to sleep.. hmm.. stress n stuff? i dunno.. i'm aso facing it mah.. haha perhaps 10times in magnitude of urs ger.. take a look at me n perhaps u will get so sick of ur problem n forget it.. haha just joking..i'm not that worse off la.. but i do use to face such problem in the past..see i can aso overcome it.. life is like walking on a balancing beam..sometimes u just got to give urself some confident .. u may fall.. but never give up! carry on! walk n move.. u will find strength within.. well..

I hav test tml n i miss sch todaE! haha.. well need to study again

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Thursday, April 15, 2004

Going Under....

Down with a flu..feeling so sick n tired..

I need to get well soon..Arghh.



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Saturday, April 10, 2004

hmm.. going out later with frens.. i'm quite sick for this few daes.. dun realli feel like moving..i even miss the make-up lecture.. just couldn't wake up n move.. Hmm.. How do u measure love? I believe sometimes love is unconditional n u cannot measure it.. I aso dunno why i write this down.. perhaps it's because i just read something abt love...

Hmm.. Unconditional love.. Hmm

A moody dae.

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Monday, April 05, 2004

Hmm.. i sense some of serenity in my life for once again.. it's calm n peaceful =)
Thank god. For giving me strength once again.

Hmm.. oh..read a blog from ym's fren..wow i think she's attached ya ( maybe not, she better work on her life )..haha " help ym to prepare for her big dae " Hmm..happened last 2 weeks ago.. I didn't get much news about her from frens aniwae.. Well.. I feel a sense of sadness.. for losing her.. but it still goes on for me.. Learning to let go is what i learned.. To let go someone u once loved.. n to see her living happily need a lot of courage..

Sometimes pple seems to qns me if i'm bothered about relationship.. Hmm.. Yes i'm.. " U troubled with relationship ? " someone will ask.. " No " that's wat i will ans.. haha actually deep down..i'm quite bothered.. but not to those BGR relationship problems la.. hmm... Do i look as if i hav a gf? Or i look to cute to have 1? ( pardon me if u think otherwise ) haha..

Haha..i feel that there's a quite a ideal ger for me.. Haha as the word "ideal" suggest.. it's not real la.. haha.. but she seems quite the one.. she's quite caring n nice..too bad i didn't had chance to know her more.. haha it's better to know more ger fren ya.. haha oh wilson : " ideal " .. i got a few ideals... haha just joking...too meet one n be with her sometimes need chances n fate... oh i didn't seem to have any ler... haha

Hmm.. Bounce baby out the door... get up n move n dun make me act a fool




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Friday, April 02, 2004

Have u wondered sometimes..as strangers..they exhibit more care n concern than friends around u.. even they little smiles could mean seconds of heart-filled care n concern.. Well sometimes time pass so fast that we didn't even notice about pple around u.. Friends.. sometimes i wonder how long friendship can last.. but i still believe there's still true friendship..

In life, mani pple come n go.. perhaps it's because when a pple has so much "frens" around, he gives less attention to pple around him.. N perhaps a lonely person treasures friendship more.. i guess loner tend to be more caring? i dunno.. Not saeing that be in solitary is not healthy... everyone need time to be alone.. to reflect n to think..

What i hate most in writing in a blog..is that i'm reflecting.. n thinking about things happening in life.. about things going around me..perhaps if i'm happier, i will get so bothered.. but it doesn't mean i'm upset about life.. just perhaps i think i deserve a better life? i dunno...



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