Monday, March 29, 2004

Madness Madness...

Hmm..My result..Argghh..so unsatisfying..i showed improvement in one...the other 3 fall back down.. Actualli it's more due to the paper's requirement..hmm..nvm i will work harder..

Spapers..shd be able to continue..but is like.. should i take it? Hmm..i guessed i still want to give it one more try.. i have the interest.. I will pull out later if june i cmi lor..see what will happen then.. i dunno..but got to stay focus now.. hmm...

Hmm..coming to what mr tan said that dae... there's still alot more i didn't quite catch it ( scholarship dat part i think i catch it la )... about "relating" to others? hmm.. i didn't quite catch it.. Yup..it's my life.. got to do something about it.. i know.. Opportunity cost again.. haiz.. anyway i'm doing fine rite now..just got to work harder on my subjects now.. No time to slack ya?

It's coming fast..

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

What a lonely nite...

Some info to share :
Human are clever if their jaw are smaller..cause the brain will be bigger..haha dat make us Homo sapiens.. A unique species.. the cleverest one.. However it seems dat everyone has different intellectual n abilities..

I got nothing pretty much to do.. haha while the teachers are busy marking the scripts.. the students are indeed enjoying a break. I'm bored..

Stumbling across the song

Out of Reach
Written by Gabrielle/Jonathan Shorten

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

Well..about 6months ago..i was feeling just as so.. Hurted n bruised. I wondered time has do me bad or gd.. Or am i "immune" ( like what a fren sae ) she's still a small kid i guess.. Love is beautiful but it's hurting too.. Time passed.. We had little contact now.. perhaps to the minimal.. Still thinking of how we ended.. was i ever loved by you? i'm confused.. though i'm not thinking so much now.. but why am i thinking of it now?

When will i meet the right one? The caring n kind..one with a beautiful heart and don't run away from problems.. n of course loves the family.. Such gers are hard to meet.. I guess most of us of this age lacks family care.. We relys more on frens than our family.. i can sae most of us are often self-centered.. busy? going onli things dat statisfy one's desire.. ( the desire to be cool, to be popular, successful, the glamour which all seek ) haha..i guess i'm of 'em too.. but not too bad la.. hmm.. what do u think?

'If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut' - Albert Einstien

I got a question for him : how can we work n play without opening out mouth to express?



He look stupid ya..yet he's a genius





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Friday, March 26, 2004

Queen - We Are The Champions

I've paid my dues
Time after time
I've done my sentence
But committed no crime
And bad mistakes
I've made a few
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face
But I've come through

We are the champions my friends
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the championsWe are the champions
No time for losers'Cause we are the champions of the world

I've taken my bows
And my curtain calls
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it
I thank you all

But it's been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race
And I ain't gonna lose

We are the champions my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'cause we are the champions of the world


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Thursday, March 25, 2004

Today is a hilarious dae.. went for a movie.. N crap alittle here n there.. Hope i didn't create boredom for her.. Least to sae i didn't realli know what to do todae.. I'm actualli quite tired.. However.. her cheerful spirit did gave me some moment of joy ya? She got nice beautiful eyes n the stylish hair.



Hmm.. pretty much a day for me.. haha never got to know dat cornell uni is 12th rank in the world... pretty a shocked.. wondered if i study there in the future ( NUS is 100th plus plus ranked ) hmm.. No wonder US n Uk graduates are those who are highly demanded.. Hmm.. Elites of the elites.. Sometimes i wonder if i join the rank of those high up there.. Or am i just a simple ordinary everyday guy.. I want to achieve something.. Seems that i always never do so.. High hopes with big dissappointment..

Hmm perhaps it's all meant to be.. but i never realli believe in fate.. But instead to believe urself.

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Hmm.. finally over..dun realli wish to talk about it..

Well just came back from JB hours ago... haha never tot i will join 'em.. Hmm when shopping with 'em... Bought a shirt.. hmm.. at discounted price..haha thanks to mich's father..

We are like moving from here to there...in taxi..n cars.."squeezing".. The one full of jokes is Roger.. What "big" u-turn sign board..lol.. just dunno why they have so much jokes to share.. It a blessing for michael to have the roger n nelson to be gd frens..lol.. Although there's some relative differences between character n beliefs.. They blend well together.. ( haha the mj bus**** ) well they are not that bad ( haha ingore the SAC gers ) quite nice pple.. so passionate abt frens..Lol.. n ya the big fish is realli a gigantic serving.. 5 pple eating a fish n we take like a long long time...to finish it. A nice group of pple to mix with.

One thing i'm dun realli like is to make the blog public.. stuff can't get that personal..least my last one is private.. Blame it on the poor hosting of that website.. Congestion n limited bandwidth.. However since i spend time doing some colours to my blog..why not share it.. a paradox..( A seemingly contradictory statement that may nonetheless be true )

Hmm..moving on to myself..where am i now? i realli dunno.. on Crossroad of fate.. Decisions to make.. to know what i'm realli is seeking for.


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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Woke up in the morning..today will be the last paper..finally

I see life like walking on a balance beam. When you first step on the beam, you wobble and fall. However, after a few tries, if you try hard enough, you will slowly pick up speed and momentum and be able to successfully walk/jog on the beam of life.

Always being trying hard..moving on to life..making a comparison...i'm more happy now.. ( perhaps time do heal things up ) i dunno..sometimes i doubt it too... as i said..i'm a walking paradox.. Hmm.. i wonder sometimes what i wanted too..

Read a blog of a guy who's studying in US.. hmm.. some sort of what i yearning for.. well.. things is not always so smooth in life.. however i believe that he will make it.. with the support of his friends n loved one.. blessed indeed...

Five Short Chapters on Change
Author Unknown


Chapter 1.
I walk down a street and there's a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. It takes forever to get out. It's my fault.


Chapter 2.
I walk down the same street. I fall in the hole again. It still takes a long time to get out. It's not my fault.


Chapter 3.
I walk down the same street. I fall in the hole again. It's becoming a habit. It is my fault. I get out immediately.


Chapter 4.
I walk down the same street and see the deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it.


Chapter 5.
I walk down a different street.


Where am i now? Where are you now?

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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Night View Of Kobe.. Mayasan Hyougo..How i wish i'm there


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After thinking that i can't recover my blog in the previous site, i decided. perhaps the past is meant to be forgotten n buried. Well, the past few days of arduous examination is finally coming to an end. Tml will be the last paper.. N it's Fmaths.. Let's see what the result will be.. I studied hard. Sometimes, i wondered why i studied..or mug so hard..if not of spapers..i would hav dropped econs..well econs is a 100% screwed up paper..Thanks to those P&C, monetary..fiscal..polices.. Argg!

Hmm..well i guess i will take a few daes to realli rest...mentally i'm tired.. From those theory and formulas.. Well...know a new fren..or rather did some "catching" up with a online fren... She's in tj too..what a coincidence.. a pretty nice n caring ger i guess. Hmm..

Wonder how others is doing? Lost a little contact with some old frens.. Wonder if they remembered me.. Considering that tml paper starts in the noon, perhaps i get some rest..Maybe i'm not dat brillant..haha..maybe saeing goodbye to S-papers..Yup?

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Monday, March 22, 2004

This is the class of 06/03



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